Have you ever felt that you have lost yourself? Lost who you are, what you like, how you react, what you do?.... It's not an easy thing, being lost... It's not always easy to put on a smile and go on as if nothing has ever changed.
I find myself in a bit of a predicament... It seems I have gotten off at the wrong station, or maybe this was a detour I am supposed to be taking. I have been acting strange and doing unusual things in the last month and a half... WHY? I keep asking. Well hell, I don't know...
At the beginning of the year I made a vision chart, of all the things I wish to accomplish this year, some of the things I could tick off already, some I don't know if I'll ever be able to.
Eat, Pray , Love.... So simply said, so difficult to achieve. For those who are familiar with the movie, I relate to her struggle.... how about you?
I have decided to go with the expression- Let the chips fall where they may... And regretted it dearly... So with a bit of control added, I hope to ride out this wave.
If you find yourself in this type of predicament...well here is a list of suggestions:
1. Stay away from people you don't like and usually tolerate- It doesn't end well.
2. Try and do something fun, even if you find this specific thing highly unusual
3. Laugh when you have NO idea why in the world you feel like doing so.
4. STAY AWAY from the booze- REALLY REALLY NOT PRETTY!
5. Eat less, but food you actually like:)
6. Love the way you fell like
7. Do what makes you happy, even if other's don't necessarily approve...
8. Cry when the need overtakes you
Waiting for the train to come back around, but while I wait supposed will have to follow my own advise :)
